Well, it looks like my options are a bit limited at the moment. I don't want to go into details but I'll say that this stuff has been messing with my head for a little while now. I need a chance to just have some genuine Rn'R and get my head back in the game. Lately I've been trying to get back into my art as well, but that is going to take time to regain lost ground...on the bright side, I've managed to find my muse or in this case, what ever the plural for muse is...that's one of the few things that can put a smile on my face and lighten my mood of late. I suppose I'm partially to blame for letting things get this far, and I wear that too, but I feel like total shit and thinking about all of my stuff just makes my head hurt more. I know what I need to do (well, for the simpler problems anyways), the question is do I have enough juice left to make it over the hill? and do I actually care? I just don't know anymore...I guess that I'll just stick in there a bit longer until I can further assess my options. Hang in there digger!